Something from within me....

Sometimes life takes you on a path where its tough to hold on and hard to let go. In that case what will be best for one to do coz it seems that what gives happiness to him ll not be same for others. Is it good to be selfish and think about only of own or just let go the path of happiness which takes you to your own happiness.

Don't know and have no clue how much time ll it take me to realize on what way life going to take me. At present moment only suitable solution which i find is to let the things happen to be their own and better wait and watch.

But just as I try to believe on previously said another thought stuck in my head that don't I be filled for rest of my whole life with a feel of guilt that I don't try and may be things changed if I give them a try. And again I reach to the point from where it all began on the starting thought "hold on or let go"........Pray for a divine light to fill my soul and guide on my path good or bad whatever but cant took the load of guilt that is growing with each passing day..........

Is it really that tough to find solution sometimes or is it happening only to me don't know. Is I am that much weak that don't even guide my own life or its something else.

Don't know and have no clue ll I ever be able to find answer to this.