Fighting with fate Helplessly....

I tried fighting with my fate for almost 3 years in life
try going on each and every path I can but now it starts
seeming no matter whatever you do wherever you go
fate catches you....

But isn't sometimes it is frustrating that even living
your life we are on a path which is predecided long
before... We all at some point of time in our life have to
bend before this point of time controlled by fate.....
Sometimes I feel like being a puppet who works on
given instructions what the meaning of living a life as
human having the right of free will if we don't even
decide freely about the things in life...........

So confined within limits, within boundaries, living for
all the people around never living for self...A life which
is restrained in limitless limitations... Sounds annoying
and frustrating but still 6 billion people living around
in same manner fighting for the things which may not
even last for a small period of time.... When I think more
an more it feels that they all are in search of happiness
without even knowing the definition of happiness.
I read somewhere the true happiness lies within self...
But the toughest place to search on earth for some thing
is within self isn't it.... We know most of things about all
the friends or enemies around but its tough for us to
find what we wish or what we want from our own life.....

How depressing it start getting write more on some other
day...